I hope you all have strong Christian connections. I pray that if you don't, you will reach out and find genuine community. I want to say that genuine community doesn't look like perfection. It can actually look like a mess sometimes. But you will know because you will find a group that is seeking Jesus and getting into the word, and talking about it, and going through the mess of letting God change them. Let's be brutally honest, that doesn't look like perfection. It looks more like a train wreck. That's why the miracles happen because only God can take ashes and make them beautiful.
We are on a potters wheel my friend. God is shaping and creating, developing and honoring. He isn't about to let you go.
I hope you have friends around you that speak truth into your life. Ones that don't just let you go about your business as you want, but ones that make you angry because they are waging war for you. I hope that your heart connects with those that have your best interest in mind, your family's best interest, and your eternity in mind. I hope you never let those people go, and that you would connect with them in a deeper level. That you would see what healthy relationships are among friends. That you would be able to develop friendships, and that your children would be blessed.
I hope that all the lies that have been spoken over your life would drop off like a snake skin, and that you would come out with a fresh start and a clean slate.
In Jesus name, Amen!